‘He was my big, strong brother’: Inside one Iowa family’s anguish amid a rise in farmer suicides

Troy Sand’s suicide devastated his large, close-knit family and shattered this tiny community of fewer than 1,200 people in northwestern Iowa. His death also represented a growing manifestation of despair in rural America – the number of farmers taking their own lives.

: https://www.latimes.com/world-nation/story/2020-02-16/he-was-my-big-strong-brother-inside-one-iowa-familys-anguish-over-farmer-suicides

 

 

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