Shirley Ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause

September 1, 2025

The Strictly Come Dancing judge, 64, explained that she felt anxious, depressed and desolate.

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dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [231] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be befter off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [232] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be begter off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [233] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be beyter off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [234] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be be6ter off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [235] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be be5ter off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [236] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be betrer off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [237] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be betfer off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [238] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be betger off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [239] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be betyer off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [240] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bet6er off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [241] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bet5er off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [242] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bettwr off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [243] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bettsr off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [244] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bettdr off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [245] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bettrr off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [246] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bett4r off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [247] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bett3r off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [248] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bettee off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [249] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be betted off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [250] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bettef off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [251] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bettet off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [252] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bette5 off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [253] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be bette4 off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [254] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better iff dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [255] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better kff dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [256] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better lff dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [257] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better pff dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [258] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better 0ff dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [259] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better 9ff dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [260] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better odf dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [261] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better ocf dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [262] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better ovf dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [263] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better ogf dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [264] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better otf dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [265] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better orf dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [266] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better ofd dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [267] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better ofc dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [268] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better ofv dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [269] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better ofg dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [270] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better oft dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [271] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better ofr dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [272] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off sead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [273] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off xead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [274] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off cead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [275] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off fead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [276] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off read’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [277] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off eead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [278] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dwad’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [279] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dsad’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [280] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off ddad’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [281] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off drad’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [282] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off d4ad’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [283] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off d3ad’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [284] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dezd’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [285] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off desd’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [286] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dewd’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [287] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off deqd’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [288] => shirley ballas reveals she thought 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with depression during the menopause [310] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ wnd turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [311] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ qnd turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [312] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ abd turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [313] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ amd turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [314] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ ajd turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [315] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ ahd turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [316] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ ans turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [317] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ anx turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [318] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ anc turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [319] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ anf turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [320] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ anr turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [321] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ ane turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [322] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and rurned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [323] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and furned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [324] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and gurned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [325] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and yurned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [326] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and 6urned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [327] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and 5urned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [328] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tyrned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [329] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and thrned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [330] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tjrned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [331] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tirned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [332] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and t8rned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [333] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and t7rned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [334] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tuened to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [335] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tudned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [336] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tufned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [337] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tutned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [338] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tu5ned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [339] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and tu4ned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [340] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turbed to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [341] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turmed to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [342] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turjed to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [343] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turhed to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [344] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turnwd to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [345] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turnsd to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [346] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turndd to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [347] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turnrd to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [348] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turn4d to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [349] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turn3d to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [350] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turnes to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [351] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turnex to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [352] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turnec to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [353] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turnef to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [354] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turner to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [355] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turnee to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [356] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned ro alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [357] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned fo alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [358] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned go alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [359] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned yo alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [360] => shirley ballas reveals she thought 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turned t9 alcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [368] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to zlcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [369] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to slcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [370] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to wlcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [371] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to qlcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [372] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to akcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [373] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to apcohol to cope with depression during the menopause [374] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to aocohol to cope with depression during the menopause [375] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alxohol to cope with depression during the menopause [376] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alvohol to cope with depression during the menopause [377] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alfohol to cope with depression during the menopause [378] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to aldohol to cope with depression during the menopause [379] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcihol to cope with depression during the menopause [380] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alckhol to cope with depression during the menopause [381] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alclhol to cope with depression during the menopause [382] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcphol to cope with depression during the menopause [383] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alc0hol to cope with depression during the menopause [384] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alc9hol to cope with depression during the menopause [385] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcogol to cope with depression during the menopause [386] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcobol to cope with depression during the menopause [387] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alconol to cope with depression during the menopause [388] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcojol to cope with depression during the menopause [389] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcouol to cope with depression during the menopause [390] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcoyol to cope with depression during the menopause [391] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohil to cope with depression during the menopause [392] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohkl to cope with depression during the menopause [393] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohll to cope with depression during the menopause [394] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohpl to cope with depression during the menopause [395] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcoh0l to cope with depression during the menopause [396] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off 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reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to clpe with depression during the menopause [419] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cppe with depression during the menopause [420] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to c0pe with depression during the menopause [421] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to c9pe with depression during the menopause [422] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cooe with depression during the menopause [423] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cole with depression during the menopause [424] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to co-e with depression during the menopause [425] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be 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alcohol to cope qith depression during the menopause [433] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope aith depression during the menopause [434] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope sith depression during the menopause [435] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope eith depression during the menopause [436] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope 3ith depression during the menopause [437] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope 2ith depression during the menopause [438] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wuth depression during the menopause [439] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wjth depression during the menopause [440] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wkth depression during the menopause [441] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope woth depression during the menopause [442] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope w9th depression during the menopause [443] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope w8th depression during the menopause [444] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wirh depression during the menopause [445] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wifh depression during the menopause [446] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wigh depression during the menopause [447] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wiyh depression during the menopause [448] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wi6h depression during the menopause [449] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wi5h depression during the menopause [450] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope witg depression during the menopause [451] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope witb depression during the menopause [452] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope witn depression during the menopause [453] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope witj depression during the menopause [454] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope witu depression during the menopause [455] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope wity depression during the menopause [456] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with sepression during the menopause [457] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with xepression during the menopause [458] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with cepression during the menopause [459] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with fepression during the menopause [460] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with repression during the menopause [461] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with eepression during the menopause [462] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with dwpression during the menopause [463] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with dspression during the menopause [464] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with ddpression during the menopause [465] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with drpression during the menopause [466] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with d4pression during the menopause [467] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with d3pression during the menopause [468] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deoression during the menopause [469] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with delression during the menopause [470] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with de-ression during the menopause [471] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with de0ression during the menopause [472] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depeession during the menopause [473] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depdession during the menopause [474] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depfession during the menopause [475] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deptession during the menopause [476] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with dep5ession during the menopause [477] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with dep4ession during the menopause [478] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deprwssion during the menopause [479] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deprsssion during the menopause [480] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deprdssion during the menopause [481] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deprrssion during the menopause [482] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depr4ssion during the menopause [483] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depr3ssion during the menopause [484] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depreasion during the menopause [485] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deprezsion during the menopause [486] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deprexsion during the menopause [487] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depredsion during the menopause [488] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depreesion during the menopause [489] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with deprewsion during the menopause [490] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depresaion during the menopause [491] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depreszion during the menopause [492] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depresxion during the menopause [493] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depresdion during the menopause [494] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depreseion during the menopause [495] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depreswion during the menopause [496] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressuon during the menopause [497] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressjon during the menopause [498] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depresskon during the menopause [499] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressoon during the menopause [500] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depress9on during the menopause [501] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depress8on during the menopause [502] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressiin during the menopause [503] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressikn during the menopause [504] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressiln during the menopause [505] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressipn during the menopause [506] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressi0n during the menopause [507] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressi9n during the menopause [508] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressiob during the menopause [509] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressiom during the menopause [510] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressioj during the menopause [511] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depressioh during the menopause [512] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression suring the menopause [513] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression xuring the menopause [514] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression curing the menopause [515] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression furing the menopause [516] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression ruring the menopause [517] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression euring the menopause [518] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression dyring the menopause [519] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression dhring the menopause [520] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression djring the menopause [521] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression diring the menopause [522] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression d8ring the menopause [523] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression d7ring the menopause [524] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression dueing the menopause [525] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression duding the menopause [526] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression dufing the menopause [527] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression duting the menopause [528] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression du5ing the menopause [529] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression du4ing the menopause [530] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durung the menopause [531] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durjng the menopause [532] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durkng the menopause [533] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durong the menopause [534] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression dur9ng the menopause [535] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression dur8ng the menopause [536] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression duribg the menopause [537] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durimg the menopause [538] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durijg the menopause [539] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durihg the menopause [540] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durinf the menopause [541] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durinv the menopause [542] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durinb the menopause [543] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durinh the menopause [544] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression duriny the menopause [545] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression durint the menopause [546] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during rhe menopause [547] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during fhe menopause [548] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during ghe menopause [549] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during yhe menopause [550] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during 6he menopause [551] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during 5he menopause [552] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during tge menopause [553] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during tbe menopause [554] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during tne menopause [555] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during tje menopause [556] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during tue menopause [557] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during tye menopause [558] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during thw menopause [559] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during ths menopause [560] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during thd menopause [561] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during thr menopause [562] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during th4 menopause [563] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during th3 menopause [564] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the nenopause [565] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the kenopause [566] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the jenopause [567] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the mwnopause [568] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the msnopause [569] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the mdnopause [570] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the mrnopause [571] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the m4nopause [572] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the m3nopause [573] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the mebopause [574] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the memopause [575] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the mejopause [576] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the mehopause [577] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menipause [578] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menkpause [579] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menlpause [580] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menppause [581] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the men0pause [582] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the men9pause [583] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menooause [584] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menolause [585] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the meno-ause [586] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the meno0ause [587] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopzuse [588] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopsuse [589] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopwuse [590] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopquse [591] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopayse [592] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopahse [593] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopajse [594] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopaise [595] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopa8se [596] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopa7se [597] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopauae [598] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the 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reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopausr [607] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopaus4 [608] => shirley ballas reveals she thought ‘she’d be better off dead’ and turned to alcohol to cope with depression during the menopaus3 ) </h1> </body>